a change
we have decided to move back to utah for a little while.
it kind of came at us all the sudden- which seems to be the running theme of my life.
this theme probably keeps reoccurring because i'm poor at making decisions.
i blame this on my over-analyzing personality- i look at every crazy detail til i drive myself mad.
then the logical side of me kicks in and that makes for a mess.
we had just decided to stay here for one more year- we had told our apartment complex to print up the lease papers; let's make this official.
then dale found out he could do his classes from afar.
then he couldn't find a job.
then $2000 rent a month started causing panic attacks.
then a call to a wise father made my mess of a decision making self look at things clearer.
if dale doesn't need to be here for school-
why would we pay the ridiculous standard of living just to be here...
my love of this city nearly triumphed over logic.
so we have decided to move back.
i am thrilled.
i am depressed.
i am getting extra sentimental about both places.
i am surprised.
i am happy.
i am everything right now.
here's to life being crazy unpredictable- and crazy beautiful in all the exactly right ways.
hi utah!
and a sorry filled good bye to nyc!! (i hope to be back sometime soon you wonderful city, you.)
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